Again?!

Changed again my link for the third time-.-'. Yang penatnya kena bgtahu orang, aihhh laa. Semata sebab nak lari dari anas, eishh budak ni mana dia dapat ntah! Susah la nk blues2 kalau dia tahu, nanti takut kena bahan-_____-. Luckily, i sayang u pendek, kalau tak i dah hantar orang lenyek you. 

Syazatajul

Oh man. Anything can be done with make up. Nasib baik aku tak reti pakai make up, kalau tak dah jadi emma stone dah aku ni. Kbye

Syazatajul

Hari jadi bapak

Atuk beli kek untuk papa! Dalam ramai2 punya birthday, atuk beli untuk papa. Comel jee atuk ni la, ehee. Banyak atuk korban untuk papa, no wonder papa sayang atuk like ayah kandung. Ouh btw, my bapak is now 50 years old. Dah tua dh papa. Rasa macam papa baru je semalam 40 lebih. Semoga papa panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki, sentiasa dapat keberkatan dari Allah swt, dan diberi kesihatan yang baik. Amin. Love you papa! You will always be my man! Hoping that my other half will have a bit of your personality, so that i will always  feel you close to me. 

The one and only

Found this. Then my mind brings me to him. I know i'm bad at making jokes, but he still laugh at it. I guess i found that 'someone'. The problem is i dont know if my 'someone' is my jodoh. He's too kind for me and i'm a sinner. Can a good person be with a sinner? May Allah forgive all my sin, and do not make my sin as a barrier to be with a good guy like him.

Rasa macam nak countdown setiap monthsary tapi nnti nampak macam beriya sangat. Takpe2 countdown dalam hati, nanti in sha Allah sampai anni dan jannah baru jerit kuat2 anni!, kuikuikui. It has been a while since i feel so in love. Takut juga, used to be so in love and we did not make it last, used to be so not care and also did not make it last, used to be 'biasa-biasa' and yeah did not last longer. Hmm tapi apa pun takdir kan? Dah takde jodoh. If anas is the one, aku memanjatkan rasa syukur kepada-Nya. My part is only pray for it. In sha Allah.

Dia lebih tahu apa yang tersurat lagi tersirat. 

Dah kenapa malam jumaat ni rasa nak blues2 sangat. Ahh rindu mungkin. Kbye

Syazatajul