Tak sabar nak cuti-.- . SekarNg ni banyak test,then terus ke final exam. Ya Allah, takutnya structure dengan design. Serious takut. Semoga dipermudahkan Allah untuk segalanya. Amin.

it has been a while since i post my favourite-for-now song. i'm freakingly love this song

i changed the link hihihi ;). there is some people that i think there is no need for them to know what revolve around me. they dont even like me and they are not my friend, they just want to know my ups and downs so that they can compare with their life. enough for me to be so childish and feel so much hatred to those kind of people. i just want to be the new me. but before i totally transform to the new me, i need to get rid of these people in my life so that i wont turn back to the old me. this is gonna be a place where i can write my thought, my feeling, and what so whatever without worry about what people think about me. i dont even care about the audience. i'm the director, actress and the audience of my life. i play my own role and judge my own drama.  

i hope

 

 

At last UEM send us email which clearly state that we will start our job with them this semester hols. But the date will be confirm later. At first, i felt a bit relieve as i will do something in my hols. i already planned to work in the kindergarten as gurdian to the kids there. i really need to start working, as i need those working experience which dealing with people. i am completely reject the work of being sales person. i'm freaking hate those job. with their killing hour, no time to rest. duhh i've been there, and that time it's only make me work there for only 2 days. yeahhh 2 days, not 2 months. But if this UEM not starting this sem i've planned with my friend to send my resume to contractor company which called IKHASAS. They told us last week if we ever plan to work in semester hols we can send our resume to their email. and jyeah they already give us their email and i'm looking forward to send them my resume but i need to wait this 5 june as i have the talk with the alumni about this HEiGIP. Well, i'm not going to lie which i do hope i will start working with UEM this sem. UEM is one of my favourite engineering company after Sime Darby. It's a dream come true when i have been offered to work with them every semester.
ok i have been draft this post for 2 times as i have so much work to do now. i even forgot my best friend's birthday. May Allah bless me and my family. amin

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aku dah delete habis post-post yang sebelum ni. i just dont want to be related with those people anymore. hais bukan putus kawan ke apa la. tak nak ada apa-apa yang mengaitkan aku dengan sesiapa selain dari pertalian seorang kawan biasa atau stranger. tu sahaja. tapi dengan post pasal family aku semua dok buang ahh. hihi sebenarnya malas nak baca satu2 so aku delete je semua. it's a new start for me. 

the reason why i did this is because i have no feelings to others. what i meant by no is zero feeling. lagipun ada  yang cerita lama yang sudah berpunya, taknak la tetiba ternampak blog aku then terbaca ahh tak ke naya aku. nanti tak pasal-pasal aku dibenci lagi. sedangkan perkara dah basi.jujur aku cakap sekarang aku tak suka sesiapa, tak minat sesiapa, tak rindu sesiapa(yang bukan muhrim), tak ada hati kepada sesiapa, tak mengharap kepada apa-apa. this might sound a bit ego or snob but thats the truth. tapi aku tak la cakap aku tak nak kenal dengan sesiapa. aku nak berkenalan dengan other half aku juga tapi bukan sekarang. masanya ialah bila Allah s.w.t dah tetapkan untuk aku, then masa tu aku memang dah bersedia. Dia maha mengetahui apa yang dia buat. aku juga berharap takde orang yang mengharap kepada aku. cehh macam aku ni superstar orang nak mengharap. no, cakap je. reminder awal gitu. 

selagi masih muda ni sudah tentulah nak spend time dengan orang yang tersayang which is family, dan ermm adalah. nanti orang ingat aku ni poyo pula. biar Allah je tahu apa rancangan aku dan diharapkan diberkati dan dipermudahkan Dia. amin.

kbye

p/s: sorry for everything that i done that cause people that i know/ knew hurt. kosong-kosong semula boleh ya pak? hihihi