i'll pray for you

i dont have a lot of friends. 16 classmates, 4 of them is my housemate. it's not that i choose to not have a lot friends, it's just i still get trauma to have new friend. umi always said "jangan jadi timing badak" , lower my ego and have a lot of friends. my heart is not easily to be broken, but once it break it's hard to recover. at shah alam, i dont socialize too much. i went to classes, back from class, i stay at home, but for thursday night i went for swimming class with mirang. not like my other friends, they went for club's activity, enter a lot of competition and whatsoever. i want to be that way, like i said earlier, i still get trauma to meet new people. but thank to Him i still get 'kawan sekepala'. swimming class make us to be more closer. i still in the process of knowing her more. masih ada gaduh macam budak-budak. but if we can get through it all, that means we were meant to be real friend right? only Allah knows. as this new semester will start in few weeks come, i'm really hope for one of my 8 years best friend will be one of the uitm shah alam's. her name is farhana mustaffah. i have 7 bestfriend, but the most closes to me is 3 of them because they live at my neighborhood. but one of them already flew away to australia to further her studies. left with me the one that study in utem malacca and the other one is yeah farhana, waiting for her result application to change campus from machang to shah alam. we have been through thick and thin,good and bad times. she accept me for who i am. it's lie if i say that we never been in fight. tapi bila semakin besar ni, kalau gaduh pun hanya tahan 5 minit, but then we'll laughing back. but the most of time we'll laugh at someone mistake, the one that contribute to the fight. si banggang bangau la yang akan kena gelak. when i'm with my bestfriends, they will be the place that i'll pour my heart out after my family and place for lepas geram mengenai orang lain. the best part is, dorang tak terasa. thats why i'm so in love with my girlfriends. i dont want anything else, i just want my family and my 7 bestfriend to be always with me. thats it. it's ok if i dont have a lot of friend to hang out. family and girlfriends is all i need now. please pray for her to be able to change from machang to shah alam. but please dont get me wrong, not that i dont love my exisiting friend in shah alam. but if you know that you have the chance to be with your 8 YEARS bestfriend, siapa tak happy kan? the chance is still 50-50. i'll pray for you b ;). k bye. suka hati mak enon aku update blog dekat office.