my week review at propel (C3) is, i have a kind boss, nice supervsior, cool makcik and funny pakcik. thats it. i'll make my full review in my last week at C3. sekarang masih awal lagi, takut apa-apa jadi. tapi , ahh ada tapi taaau ehehe, perangai pakcik dekat sana sangat la lawak, macam budak2 pun ada. siapa kata orang veteran serious? kau duduk sehari dekat sana, ahh kering gusi,gigi tekak semua ehehe. ok bye

one thing-checked

i'm not into shopping clothes or whatsoever. i dont have good sense of fashion. if i want to buy it, then i will buy it. takde la kalau jalan setapak nampak benda cantik terus beli. nooo,i'm not that kind of person. i'll not  spend easily on fashion. fashion is not my thing. tengok la, mana ada belit-belit pun. yang aku dok belit dekat badan ni hanyalah tali pingang, hehehehe. ehhh macam lawak je nak gelak-gelak ni. but, as for ramadhan then aidilfitri, it's a must for shopping la kan? so as today, i already bought something from somewhere. nanti dah sampai baru cakap, ni tak sampai lagi dah pom pang pom pang,tak pasal-pasal tak jadi nanti. so,i'm patiently waiting for the next 7 days to come. ok ciao.

at last syaza

this is the time that i'm gonna unprivate my blog hikss. okay, that kind of laugh is not cool. so weird and so errr eemm takpela tak baik ehehe. done with my semester three final exam. nothing to complain about the final exam as i will not say anything about it until the result is out. seriously, dont ask. 

i'm now undergo internship program with uem. i have been placed under propel. eh, i got c3! for those who does not know what c3 is about. c3 is a place. the place is at rawang. rawang is my hometown. hometown=me=c3= cool right? right? no? shut up. i cannot elaborate more about propel as i'm not start yet with them. i'm starting to work with propel next tuesday. hope everything is gonna be fine. amin. this week is 'taklimat' week. 4 days of taklimat, 4 days of makan free, aissh yang tang tu tulis dulu-.-',4 days of full of information and 4 days of full of tips. thank you so much uem and uitm for giving me this awesome chance. i will try my best to learn as much as i can every semester hols with uem's division company. okay enough about that. i'm scare if i praise them too much, i will not get the expected result. bak kata Mr graham graham,  biar malu-malu,diam-diam asalkan ada isi.

50 ways huh?

Tak sabar nak cuti-.- . SekarNg ni banyak test,then terus ke final exam. Ya Allah, takutnya structure dengan design. Serious takut. Semoga dipermudahkan Allah untuk segalanya. Amin.

it has been a while since i post my favourite-for-now song. i'm freakingly love this song

i changed the link hihihi ;). there is some people that i think there is no need for them to know what revolve around me. they dont even like me and they are not my friend, they just want to know my ups and downs so that they can compare with their life. enough for me to be so childish and feel so much hatred to those kind of people. i just want to be the new me. but before i totally transform to the new me, i need to get rid of these people in my life so that i wont turn back to the old me. this is gonna be a place where i can write my thought, my feeling, and what so whatever without worry about what people think about me. i dont even care about the audience. i'm the director, actress and the audience of my life. i play my own role and judge my own drama.  

i hope

 

 

At last UEM send us email which clearly state that we will start our job with them this semester hols. But the date will be confirm later. At first, i felt a bit relieve as i will do something in my hols. i already planned to work in the kindergarten as gurdian to the kids there. i really need to start working, as i need those working experience which dealing with people. i am completely reject the work of being sales person. i'm freaking hate those job. with their killing hour, no time to rest. duhh i've been there, and that time it's only make me work there for only 2 days. yeahhh 2 days, not 2 months. But if this UEM not starting this sem i've planned with my friend to send my resume to contractor company which called IKHASAS. They told us last week if we ever plan to work in semester hols we can send our resume to their email. and jyeah they already give us their email and i'm looking forward to send them my resume but i need to wait this 5 june as i have the talk with the alumni about this HEiGIP. Well, i'm not going to lie which i do hope i will start working with UEM this sem. UEM is one of my favourite engineering company after Sime Darby. It's a dream come true when i have been offered to work with them every semester.
ok i have been draft this post for 2 times as i have so much work to do now. i even forgot my best friend's birthday. May Allah bless me and my family. amin

testing 1 2 3

aku dah delete habis post-post yang sebelum ni. i just dont want to be related with those people anymore. hais bukan putus kawan ke apa la. tak nak ada apa-apa yang mengaitkan aku dengan sesiapa selain dari pertalian seorang kawan biasa atau stranger. tu sahaja. tapi dengan post pasal family aku semua dok buang ahh. hihi sebenarnya malas nak baca satu2 so aku delete je semua. it's a new start for me. 

the reason why i did this is because i have no feelings to others. what i meant by no is zero feeling. lagipun ada  yang cerita lama yang sudah berpunya, taknak la tetiba ternampak blog aku then terbaca ahh tak ke naya aku. nanti tak pasal-pasal aku dibenci lagi. sedangkan perkara dah basi.jujur aku cakap sekarang aku tak suka sesiapa, tak minat sesiapa, tak rindu sesiapa(yang bukan muhrim), tak ada hati kepada sesiapa, tak mengharap kepada apa-apa. this might sound a bit ego or snob but thats the truth. tapi aku tak la cakap aku tak nak kenal dengan sesiapa. aku nak berkenalan dengan other half aku juga tapi bukan sekarang. masanya ialah bila Allah s.w.t dah tetapkan untuk aku, then masa tu aku memang dah bersedia. Dia maha mengetahui apa yang dia buat. aku juga berharap takde orang yang mengharap kepada aku. cehh macam aku ni superstar orang nak mengharap. no, cakap je. reminder awal gitu. 

selagi masih muda ni sudah tentulah nak spend time dengan orang yang tersayang which is family, dan ermm adalah. nanti orang ingat aku ni poyo pula. biar Allah je tahu apa rancangan aku dan diharapkan diberkati dan dipermudahkan Dia. amin.

kbye

p/s: sorry for everything that i done that cause people that i know/ knew hurt. kosong-kosong semula boleh ya pak? hihihi